E-Girl Rehab 2 by IHIH3

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FLASH WARNING(forgot to add that in the beginning). Figured I should post this since it’s been done for a while. Don’t see why I should keep it in limbo for so long. I added the names of music used at the end of the video. Artists too, but I’ll add those in the artist tags anyway – I just didn’t end up using all of them. Sorry ahead of time if there is any confusion in regard to that. This did not end up being a trilogy, but I was running out of clips to use for another effective full length video. Regardless, I was able to end the story.

I was going to do a futa video with Nyakumi’s work, but I ended up scrapping that idea early on. If you haven’t noticed, my recent videos with AI voices allow for a type of flexible immersion. You can self insert as much or as little as you want if you listen closely, especially with rather nameless, nearly faceless protagonists. You can also be a bystander to the whole thing. Flexibility may vary of course depending on the situation, segment of the video, or genre, etc. but the human mind isn’t limited by any of that if it doesn’t want to be for this type of thing. That wouldn’t be possible with the Nyakumi video and I couldn’t get any clean samples for any of that artist’s characters, so AI voices for those characters wouldn’t have worked anyway. Also, I didn’t think an Oppenheimer themed trailer / intro meme shitpost for the video was worth it. I will not elaborate on this. I did have a good laugh though while it lasted(in my head, at least).

Anyway, with the scrapped video no longer happening, are there any plans for the next? Maybe. A while back, someone suggested a beast/monster video based on some of the clips I incorporated in the B(NWO) videos. Believe it or not, monster videos were something I originally planned a long time ago, but an artist I wanted to use stated that they’d appreciate not having their loops used in HMVs. I noticed someone try a long time ago and their video was taken down swiftly. It’s understandable and the artist is a very generous and positive person. In short, I have respected them enough to not try. The only HMV of their work that is still up is one that uses their oldest work. I won’t provide a name(and there is no ill will from my part anyway), but I will go over an idea I had.

The artist releases loops with different angles, reserved for their supporters. Usually within the range of 6 to 8 different angles of the same loop. They have about seven or so years of work, so I decided that it might be alright if I used the free public angle of their work of this year, 2023, the free public angle and one other not free angle of their work for 2022, the free angle and two other other of their work for 2021, the free and three other for their work in 2020, and so on. I don’t think I’d be able to use every angle for every loop anyway. They wouldn’t be the only artist I use for this monster video too, of course. Heck, I might even throw in some “humans” for the overall theme. I’ll think it over myself, but do let me know your thoughts and I’ll see how I proceed. Maybe this idea will get scrapped too.

And for my fellow anons, I want to add to an idea you put forth. It is certainly a subconscious effort. Novelty is something I can admit to being a slave of. If I have access to it, it is likely that I will seek it out. Reprogramming has been an effort of mine too. It might be a bit extreme, but if it helps, do try cutting out other needless technological use, even, and especially if your brain tries coming up with an excuse not to. For example, youtube consumption or video games if those too are out of control. I don’t play games much which is why most if not all of the gaming clips you may see in my videos were taken off youtube(who knows, I may use my own game play eventually if I even own the type of game I’m supposed to be referencing). I won’t lie, I can play them, just not many and not frequently. They no longer have a strong hold over me. Though, I always lump each and every one of these dopamine sources together with pornography. They’re all the same to me: sources of dopamine. Some are just stronger than others for whatever psychological reason. Journal if you must and fill those pages like you’re digging a large hole that is your very psychology, in search of you. How different can three hours on youtube be compared to three hours playing games, or viewing porn, or a combination of all? And if you find that triggers are everyone, this may be worth a shot. Currently, I’ve severely restricted use of my phone via a blocker and timers. If you lack the willpower to set a blocker, ask a trusted friend that would turn it off if you ask(and if the opportunity to turn it off arises after some time via some notification, you may just surprise yourself with a newfound willpower if you’ve gotten that far). You will find that you won’t ask to have it turned off either. If you can handle a phone timer on your own, do so. Simply practice will power however you can and hopefully it spreads to other aspects of your life. Be honest with yourself and if the timer needs to be shorter because you’re wasting time, not necessarily on pornography, then lower it. Yes, it will hurt. Your brain will hate you as it adjusts, but its cries will weaken like your muscles will strengthen and indicate that you’re ready to set a new PR. You and others may feel uncomfortable. Though in actuality normal, it is not perceived as normal to be the only one at the table not using their phone, perhaps even by close friends. Strange times, right? We adapt how we can, how we should, but there is always potential to be consumed by it all. Yet in a similar way, we can break free. Using technology to not use technology or only use it to our advantage, how fascinating. And much respect to you if you can do it all in one go. I simply can not, but I do what I can. “Do” being the key word. Do what you can and it has to work out like building your body at the gym. You can’t simply work out for ten years and not see any type of results, even without proper sleep or dieting, but within that time do inch closer and closer to the proper conditions needed to see optimal results.

As always, to everyone, I hope you’re doing well.

Date: August 19, 2023